"I have my madness, I live in another dimension, and I do not have time for things that have no soul." - Charles Bukowski

Monday, November 28, 2016

WOODSTOCK - CSNY (1970)

Sorry it's been a while...here's WOODSTOCK 1970...we need another one <3
"We are stardust, we are golden, we are billion year old carbon,
And we got to get ourselves back to the garden.

By the time we got to Woodstock, we were half a million strong,
And everywhere was a song and a celebration.
And I dreamed I saw the bomber jet planes riding shotgun in the sky,
Turning into butterflies above our nation.

We are stardust, we are golden, we are caught in the devil's bargain,
And we got to get ourselves back to the garden..."

Saturday, October 8, 2016

Song of the Day - Going Going Gone (Garcia Version)

"I've just reached a place 
Where the willow don't bend
There's not much more to be said 
It's the top of the end
I am going 
I am going 
I am gone..."

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Song of the Day - Speak to Me/Breath (1973)


Breathe, breathe in the air
Don't be afraid to care
Leave but don't leave me
Look around and choose your own ground
For long you live and high you fly
And smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
And all you touch and all you see
Is all your life will ever be
Run, rabbit, run
Dig that hole, forget the sun,
And when at last the work is done
Don't sit down, it's time to dig another one
For long you live and high you fly
But only if you ride the tide
And balanced on the biggest wave
You race toward an early grave...


Wednesday, September 14, 2016

Happy 33rd Birthday Amy Winehouse!

1983 Amy Winehouse was born this day! Thank you for the music, you fascinating, talented, incredible muse of a person. I am so grateful for the years you were on this planet Xx

Thursday, September 8, 2016

Happy Birthday Pigpen!!

On September 8th, 1945 Ron "Pigpen" McKernan was born! Thank you for the beautiful music <3

Song of the Day - Going Going Gone (1974)

"I been walking the road 
I been living on the edge
Now I've just got to go 
Before I get to the ledge
So I am going 
I am just going 
I am gone..."

Wednesday, September 7, 2016

Song of the Day - Morning Dew (1974)

"Where have all the people gone my honey,
Where have all the people gone today.
There's no need for you to be worrying about all those people,
You never see those people anyway..."

Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Song of the Day - China Doll - 1979

Pistol shot at 5 o'clock
The Bells of Heaven Rang
"Tell me what you've done it for"
"No, I wont, tell you a thing..."

Friday, September 2, 2016

This Day in Music History -

1971 Grateful Dead's former manager was arrested after disappearing with over $70,000 of the bands money. First of many managers to screw them over :p


This Day in Music History

September 2nd, 1971 - Grateful Dead's former manager was arrested after disappearing with over $70,000 of the bands money. This happened on multiple occasions...
He's Gone (1972)

Monday, August 22, 2016

Tuesday, August 16, 2016

WOW! Inspirational

-Taylor Swift
HAHAHAHAH It is appalling to me just how bad popular music has become. The fact that people consider Taylor Swift an "artist" is preposterous! Just because you write your own terrible song, doesn't make it NOT a terrible song...so angering.

BUT in an attempt not to bash what I hate, and to promote what I love...let's listen to a beautiful, talented songwriting female to wash this disgusting taste out of our mouths ;)
  
Carole King - Been to Canaan

I Need A Miracle - Grateful Dead (1978)

Don't we all??
"Be open to allowing God to help you resolve your challenges in ways that will surprise you...expect a miracle!" - Doreen Virtue

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

This Day in Music History - August 10th

1970 Simon and Garfunkels album Bridge Over Troubled Water was at No.1 on the UK album chart, The Beatles were at No.2 with 'Let It Be' and Bob Dylan was at No.3 with 'Self Portrait.'

Look how good popular music used to be....SIGH Bridge over Troubled Water-

Tuesday, August 9, 2016

MOST Powerful Quotes about the late, great Jerry Garica <3

“There’s no way to measure his greatness or magnitude as a person or as a player. He really had no equal. His playing was moody, awesome, sophisticated, hypnotic, and subtle. There’s no way to convey the loss.” - BOB DYLAN

“I feel your silent laughter at sentiments so bold, that date to step across the line to tell what must be told, so I’ll just say I love you, which I never said before, and let it go at that old friend the rest you may ignore.”- ROBERT HUNTER

“I see him in my dreams all the time. I hear him when I’m on stage. I would say I can’t talk to him, but I can. I don’t miss him. He’s here. He’s with me.” - BOB WEIR

“Jerry had this ineffable sweetness and vulnerability, even when he was playing his wildest up-in-the-spheres stuff. It’s something you don’t really see that often in musicians working in this field. We never really talked about this, because it was so obvious to all of us, but he knew he wasn’t making that music; it was like he was just up there quoting or transcribing what it was that was being given to him or coming through him, as we all were in the best moments. That’s the goal that we strive for, that we still strive for.” - PHIL LESH

“Where do you begin? There’s so much to say about him. He was a benign, lovable guy and he was also a magic man, a shaman. There was a feeling of going out in the world with kindness that Jerry represented. That shines through beyond all the other stuff.” - MICKEY HART

“Jerry was the best musician I ever played with. He was 100 percent music. Every pore, every bit of his body, every molecule, was music, whether he liked it or not. He was like a Mile Davis or a Coltrane or somebody like that – just completely locked into it. I always felt that I could hear in his music him talking about things at a much deeper level than what appeared on the surface. There aren’t many musicians who have that gift – to be really profound.” - BILL KREUTZMANN

“Something that immediately comes to mind when I think of Jerry is his almost total aversion to self-aggrandizement of any kind.”- GARY LAMBERT

This Day in Music History - August 9th

1995 Just 8 days after his 53rd birthday, Jerry Garcia was found dead in his room at a rehabilitation center after suffering a heart attack.

Fare you well, my honey.
Fare you well, my only true love.
All the birds that were singing
Have flown, except you alone...

Monday, August 8, 2016

This Day in Music History - August 8th

1970, Janis Joplin bought a headstone for the grave of her greatest influence Bessie Smith at the Mont Lawn Cemetery in Philadelphia. Blues singer Smith died in 1937 after being refused admission to a whites only hospital.

Thursday, August 4, 2016

"To Jerry: what a light you are that I could bask in your shadow." - John Mayer


"This tour was magical. This band flourished in so many ways. To learn each others' moves as people and musicians, so as to support each other on stage and off made every night a beautiful adventure. I grew up a lone wolf in a bedroom practicing my guitar, and all I ever really craved was community. The community I feel now between my brothers and sisters in this band and crew, and the connection between everyone in the audience from the front row to the back, to those who listened from couches and cars, to those who come up to me and say more with their eyes than their words in their attempt to tell me what this means to them - I will never forget it, because I will never stop feeling it. We're together now. I'm honored to be one of many musicians in the larger community of the GDEU (Grateful Dead Extended Universe.) And it must be said - to Jerry: what a light you are that I could bask in your shadow. ❤️⚡️🌹💀 love you all.." -John Mayer

Wednesday, August 3, 2016

This Day in Music History - August 3rd

2002, After an absence of 37 years, Bob Dylan returned to the Newport Folk Festival (now known as the Apple and Eve Newport Folk Festival) where he performed a 2 hour show of 19 songs, wearing a false beard and a wig. Songs played included: Subterranean Homesick Blues, 'Desolation Row', 'Positively 4th Street', 'The Wicked Messenger', 'Like A Rolling Stone' and 'Mr. Tambourine Man'.

Tuesday, August 2, 2016

This Day in Music History - Hello, I Love You (1968)

1968, The Doors started a two week run at No.1 on the US singles chart with 'Hello I Love You', the group's second US No.1. The Doors scored 8 top 40 US hits from 67-71.

Monday, August 1, 2016

Happy Birthday Jerry Garcia!!!

1942 Jerry Garcia was born this day! Thank you for the music, the inspiration, the light & the joy that still lights up my world all these years later...


Sunday, July 31, 2016

Black Throated Wind - Bob Weir (2011)


"The black-throated wind keeps on pouring in.
And it speaks of a life that passes like dew.
It's forced me to see that you've done better by me,
Better by me than I've done by you.
What's to be found, racing around,
You carry your pain wherever you go.
Full of the blues and trying to lose
You ain't gonna learn what you don't want to know.
So I give you my eyes, and all of their lies
Please help them to learn as well as to see
Capture a glance and make it a dance
Of looking at you looking at me..."

Monday, July 25, 2016

Easy Wind - 2016 (Rehearsal)

We really are the most spoiled music fans! This is an amazing look into what makes the Dead and Company so special.

Sunday, July 24, 2016

Birdsong (1972) For Janis. For Amy.

"Anyone who sings a tune so sweet is passing bye..."
amywinoholic:
““Anyone who sings a tune so sweet, is passin’ by…” Grateful Dead
”
"Sleep in the stars, don't you cry, dry your eyes, on the wind..."
La La La LAAA



Saturday, July 23, 2016

This Day in Music History - July 23rd 2011

Amy Winehouse passed away 5 years ago today. She was a legendary artist who channeled her emotions through music powerfully. She had a beautiful, authentic soul, I miss her dearly!

"What's inside her never dies..."

Saturday, July 16, 2016

Even So - Bob Weir (2000)

"Wish you were naked
Wish you were wholesome and sincere
Wish I could fake it
Wish I were anywhere but here
Even so - you make yes look like no
Even so - you've been so nice to know, been so nice to know
But no, but no, oh no, no no, no, no..."

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Days Between - Bob Weir (2012)

Days Between 
Written by Robert Hunter and Jerry Garcia
This song wasn't meant to be sang by Jerry, it was meant to be sang in remembrance of him <3

"There were days
and there were days
and there were days I know
when all we ever wanted
was to learn and love and grow
Once we grew into our shoes
we told them where to go
walked halfway around the world
on promise of the glow
stood upon a mountain top
walked barefoot in the snow
gave the best we had to give
how much we'll never know we'll never know..."

Jack Straw - Grateful Dead (1972)

Jack Straw
1972
I have been enamored with this song for the passed few days- 

We can share the women
We can share the wine
We can share what we got of yours
'Cause we done shared all of mine
Keep a rolling
Just a mile to go
Keep on rolling, my old buddy
You're moving much too slow
I just jumped the watchman
Right outside the fence
Took his ring, four bucks in change
Now ain't that heaven sent?
Hurts my ears to listen, Shannon
Burns my eyes to see
Cut down a man in cold blood, Shannon
Might as well be me
We used to play for silver
Now we play for life
One's for sport and one's for blood
At the point of a knife
Now the die is shaken
Now the die must fall
There ain't a winner in this game
Who don't go home with all
Not with all...
Leaving Texas
Fourth day of July
Sun so hot, clouds so low
The eagles filled the sky
Catch the Detroit Lightning
Out of Santa Fe
Great Northern out of Cheyenne
From sea to shining sea
Gotta get to Tulsa
First train we can ride
Got to settle one old score
And one small point of pride...
Ain't no place a man can hide, Shannon
Keep him from the sun
Ain't no bed will give us rest, man,
You keep us on the run
Jack Straw from Wichita
Cut his buddy down
Dug for him a shallow grave
And layed his body down
Half a mile from Tucson
By the morning light
One man gone and another to go
My old buddy you're moving much too slow
We can share the women 
we can share the wine...

Tuesday, July 5, 2016

So Many Roads - Grateful Dead (1993)


All I know the sun don't shine
the rain refuse to fall
and you don't seem to hear me when I call...

Days Between - Grateful Dead (1993)

"There were days
and there were days
and there were days between
Summer flies and August dies
the world grows dark and mean
Comes the shimmer of the moon
on black infested trees
the singing man is at his song
the holy on their knees
the reckless are out wrecking
the timid plead their pleas
No one knows much more of this
than anyone can see anyone can see..."

Monday, July 4, 2016

AMERICAN PIE! Dob McLean

Happy Independence Day!! 
When asked what "American Pie" means, Don McLean said "It means I'll never have to work again."

Friday, July 1, 2016

Help on the Way/Slipknot/Franklin's Tower (1976)

Just finished my run with the Dead and Company Summer tour, and had the most soul filling, magical musical experience of my life! (I'm too young to have ever seen Jerry live) Didn't get to see these live, and they are some of my favorites :)

"Poised for flight
Wings spread bright
Spring from night INTO THE SUN!"

Thursday, June 23, 2016

Dead and Company- Camden NJ - 6/20/2016

I was at this remarkable, soul filling, beautiful show. Still running off the magic. Long live the Dead!
Taken by ME!

Happy Birthday Robert Hunter!

1941 Born on this day, Robert Hunter, American lyricist, singer-songwriter and poet, best known for his work with the Grateful Dead and for collaborating with singer-songwriter Bob Dylan. An early friend of Jerry Garcia, they played together in bluegrass bands (such as the Tub Thumpers).

Thursday, June 16, 2016

Dream Deadlist - Box of Rain (1972)

In honor of my Dead and Co run starting this Monday in Camden- I am going to make my dream Setlist as songs of the day.

TODAY - Box of Rain 
They had it right to start off the Fare the Well tour with this beautiful, powerful, Phil Lesh song. Bob Weir has stated they hope to do this one in the Summer tour because it is right in John's wheelhouse. How about Monday?! ;)


Saturday, June 11, 2016

Foolish Heart


Carve your name
Carve your name in ice and wind
Search for where 
Search for where the rivers end
Or where the rivers start
Do everything that's in you
That you feel to be your part
But never give your love, my friend,
Unto a foolish heart...

Thursday, June 9, 2016

Weather Report Suite - 1974


"Winter rain, now tell me why, Summers fade, and roses die.
The answer came; the wind and rain.
Golden hills, now veiled in grey, Summer leaves have blown away
Now what remains? The wind and rain
...
Winter grey and falling rain, we'll see summer come again,
Darkness falls and seasons change (gonna happen every time).
Same old friends the wind and rain, Summers fade and roses die,
You'll see summer come again, Like a song that's born to soar the sky."

Wednesday, June 8, 2016

The Wheel - Grateful Dead 1977


The wheel is turning 
and you can't slow down
You can't let go 
and you can't hold on
You can't go back 
and you can't stand still
If the thunder don't get you 
then the lightning will...

Tuesday, June 7, 2016

Gravity


Gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh I'll never know what makes this man
With all the love that his heart can stand
Dream of ways to throw it all away

Oh, gravity is working against me
And gravity wants to bring me down

Oh twice as much ain't twice as good
And can't sustain like one half could
It's wanting more
That's gonna send me to my knees

Oh gravity, stay the hell away from me
Oh gravity has taken better men than me- how can that be?

Just keep me where the light is

Monday, June 6, 2016

Farewell to you old southern sky... GRATFUL DEAD 1977

Half Step Mississippi Uptown, Toodeloo!


"If all you got to live for
is what you left behind
get yourself a powder charge
and seal that silver mine"

Friday, June 3, 2016


Now when all of the bandits that you turned your other cheek to
All lay down their bandanas and complain
And you want somebody you don't have to speak to
Won't you come see me, Queen Jane?

Tuesday, May 24, 2016

Friday, May 20, 2016

Cold Rain & Snow - Dead and Company (2015)

     Sorry, I'm obsessed with the musical union of John Mayer and the remaining members of the Grateful Dead. Truth is, I underestimated Mayer's talents and pegged him as an arrogant, albeit handsome Pop Star. He is a truly gifted musician, guitar master, and exceptional songwriter.
  
     Nothing is more satisfying than a little redemption, and my opinion of this man has done a 180. He has tapped into the magic of the Grateful Dead and is recreating it for Deadheads alike, including the younger generation of fans who never got to see Jerry Garcia live in action. It is amazing to see Bob Weir, Mickey Hart, and Bill Kreutzmann with an infusion of chemistry playing off of Mayer and Burbridge. Words cannot express my gratitude, excitement and appreciation for this truly magical musical experience I get to be a part of. 
“Let there be songs, to fill the air!”




Love, Love, Love, Love, Love, Crazy Love

Crazy Love
Van Morrison

Tuesday, May 17, 2016

Friday, May 13, 2016

"You need music, I don't know why...We need magic, and bliss, and power, myth, and celebration and religion in our lives, and music is a good way to encapsulate a lot of it."
Jerry Garcia 

Dead and Company - Scarlet Begonias - 2016

I had one of those flashes I'd been there before...

Saturday, May 7, 2016

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

This Day in Music History - April 26th

2008 Amy Winehouse spent the night in custody after being arrested on suspicion of assault. Police said Winehouse had been "in no fit state" to be questioned when she arrived at the London station and she was kept in the cells. The 24-year-old was to be questioned about an incident said to have occurred 3 days earlier after a 38-year-old man claimed he was assaulted.

Hands off the hive...

Song of the Day - Help on the Way/Slipknot - Dead and Company (2015)

I'm getting SO excited for the Summer tour!

Saturday, March 12, 2016

Song of the Day: Amy Winehouse - Rehab (2007)


This Day in Music History:MARCH 12TH

2007 Amy Winehouse made her US television debut on the Late Show with David Letterman performing 'Rehab'. The song went on to win three Grammy Awards, including Record of the Year, Song of the Year, and Best Female Pop Vocal Performance and also won an Ivor Novello Award for Best Contemporary Song.


Tuesday, March 8, 2016

LONG LIVE THE SOUL OF AMY WINEHOUSE

I have to apologize...I am having my 100th love affair with Amy! She has been dominating my music selection the past few days and I can't seem to pick any other songs of the day ;)
She was such a remarkable woman, musician, artist and soul. Even after her death, pieces of her soul remain in the music she left behind. I have never seen a musician infuse emotion the way that she did in her own lyrics and music, as well as covers. This woman gripped me 10 years ago now and I have never experienced anything like it!

LONG LIVE THE SOUL OF AMY WINEHOUSE Xx


This Day in Music History

1973 Ron "Pigpen McKernan of the Grateful Dead died of internal hemorrhaging due to excessive alcohol consumption.

Song of the Day - You Sent Me Flying - Amy Winehouse (North Sea Jazz 2004)

She was one of a kind <3